Do you seek true guidance from Him and still doubt and wonder if or why things didn't go your way or as planned?
Do you grieve endlessly for what you assume is a loss or a part of a loss, be it an opportunity or a departed chance, even after directing your choices to Him?
Do you become frightfully hopeless despite the limited human knowledge of Him being the Perpetual Giver and Bestower of gifts, with favours from divine sources not ever imagined or anticipated?
Do you assume your sincere painful tears or prayers will ever go unnoticed or unanswered while well aware that He created your heart with purpose and, at the same time, nourishes it with emotional sustenance?
Do you choose to aimlessly hold on to what clearly appears futile and non-yielding to your soul even after His apparent gentle signs appear to you day by day in all subtleties?
Do you insist on doubting the incomparable Strength and Might of His compensations or choices even after you directed your desperate longings, hoping for everlasting goodness wherever it might be, with contentment and satisfaction with those choices.
Therefore, when you hand over your decisions to your Lord, gladly extend them with a full heart while being aware of His unlimited capabilities and carry no fear of any consequence or outcome of His bestowals or redirections.
Learn to freely let go and trust wholeheartedly. The kind of genuine certainty that accommodates and leaves no secluded room for any atom of doubt that might be hidden in you.
– Fadhila M.
